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Jul. 29th, 2002 | 01:51 pm
mood: hothot
music: the AIR CONDITIONER running

Man it is hot.. I hate this heat.. after I get done writing this I'm gonna go out and lay around in the pool....

I got woken up this morning by a client of mine saying he needed some lifting help.. so I got up got dressed and went out to do that... So since I was out I stopped by the firehouse to shoot the shit with my father and the guys that work there..
Then it was off to see mom...
Mom had a "fun-filled" morning...
She was driving to work when she saw a guy running towards a car that was on the side of the road right down the street rom us...
So she pulled a U-turn and went to go check it out...
THere was a woman slumped over and she was not breathing or did not have a pulse...
So her and the guy started CPR while the guy also called for a n ambulance...
Ambulance came and whisked her away... There was nothing on the screen.. so she most likely died... It was the first time my mother has ever used the mask she carries in her car... And the first time she has had to do CPR on a real body...
The funy thing is that after it was all done she thought about going and sliding one of my cards in her purse.. hehe... Funny to think about, but I wouldn't and she wouldn't do that... Simply cause it just is not right...
So, yeah, she had a fun morning..
Me, I did nothing... I really wish I'd get some business... I could handle 5 in one day at this point...
Anyways..
I'm also dealing with this girl... She's really nice.. and I really loved talking to her.. But she lives with this guy who is a "friend"... I put that in quotes cause he has been cranky and they have been fighting lately and it is like really affecting her...
That and he reads her e-mail and shit...
So, I'm kinda sad that I'm not going to be able to make friends with her and stuff... I just think it is sad when people let others run their life...
I mean, why should she sit back and let him affect her so much... It's a friend... Maybe it's just me, yes, when a friend is hurting and stuff, it affects me.. But once that friend lashes out at me and tries controlling MY life... They can just go and take a chill pill cause I'm not gonna get all worked up about it...
So, yeah... I've been trying to figure out why someone would elt another personm do that...
It's really the same situation I have been in when I helped my ex and another one of my friends deal with and get out of abusive relationships.. The guys had control of them in their mind.. they knew what to say/do to get them to think certain things and to get them to feel certian ways...
Those guys are sick as far as I am concerned...
I just really don't have the energy right now to help her.. cause she dosen't see it... so, there's nothing i can do... Well.. there is, but I don't have the energy to do it... I was just lookin for a friend...
I swear, I can never find someone who has everything together and stuff...
*sigh*
someday....

I'll write more later...

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