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Ahhh.. Just one of dem days..

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Jul. 28th, 2002 | 10:25 pm
mood: flirtyflirty
music: my dog chewing on food...

Well, Today was ok..
Other than my mother asking me every 5 minutes if everything is ok and then going on about how she can't believe that I don't talk to her and I used to be able to and how she must have scred up somewhere raising me cause most sons can talk to their mothers and on and on and on...
Which.. none of this is true... I just choose NOT to talk to her... I would rather talk to friends about problems...
So yeah.. then she came to the realization that I am suicidal... Yet again... If she knew me... She would know that the chances of me committing suicide are about as good as her driving down the road and a jetliner crashing right on top of her car...
It's just not going to happen.. I have seen it too many times and, honestly, I think people who do that are just plain weak... I've thought about it.. and when I look back, there are a lot of good times that I would have missed had I done it.. So, no, there is no way in hell I'd be doing that...
THEN (she is a piece of work).. She tells me that she may decide to not go through with the house thing.. Cause apparently as soon as I am moving in there Grace is going to come up with her kids and live there...
well.. My jaw dropped (at her stupidity)... And I was like.. Mom, You say you read my journal, you say you read it all.. Where the hell does it say that is going to happen.. I believe, if you read it all, that that is not going to happen... If you read it all you would have seen the fact that everything is taken care of...
augh...
when is my closing date? I can not wait...

other than that.. not a whole hell of a lot exciting went on..
Dani took me out to dinner tonight.. We went to Chili's... Gotta love it.. 2 for 1 draft night :-D
You know.. when I order Nachos... I expect a nice basket of chips with everything on it.. I HATE it when you order nachos and you get like these 8 chips with everything on each one...
All I can think of is.. what a friggin rip off...
enough about nahos... So, yeah.. Had a couple beers.. Talked a little... I needed that.. got me out of my house for a while :-)
It was my parents anniversary today too (I am a bad son cause I didn't get a card :-()

Oh, then my mother brought up the fact that I am lonely and I want to find someone to love and blah blah.. You know..
Well.. her take on it is that I am looking in all the wrong places (online).. Which, is understandable coming from someone who is not a member of the "I" generation (thats what i call myself anyways.. cause i'm not a gen x'er)... (I standing for "internet")....
I'm not into going to bars... Certainly not into picking up a girl from a bar.. all they are looking for is free drinks or a one night type of thing (ok.. not ALL.. but most..)
So she says.. "why don't you forget about talking to anyone online and go to a dating service"....
*sigh*... it's the same freaking thing... the only difference is that a dating service is a little more expensive...
I told her that I am happy with what I am doing.. I'm not looking.. I have been lucky enough to have people be interested in me (which does not happen often folks) and that I am fine...

*sigh*
anyone have any suggestions so that I don't go totally insane before I move into my house?

ok.. i think this is long enough (as if anyone reads it.. and if they do they don't leave a comment or anything)

i'll write more later.. maybe.. most likely tomorrow...

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