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Jul. 27th, 2002 | 07:06 pm
mood: relievedrelieved
music: CMT Live on TV

I did it...
I told "the fake bitch" off... I know that Laura has been wondering why I am even bothering living in this fantasy with a person who is a total fake... How many people do you know that are in the freaking hospital weekly and... augh.. she just pissed me off...
She tells me that she loves me and she wants to be with me and blah blah... Then I don't hear from her for a couple days... Lets see... we have gone from her friend dying.. to her being in the hospital.. you name it, she has had it "happen" to her...
The most recent was her daughter is sick.... So I was like.. ok, and you feel how close to me and you couldn't find the time to let me know i'm not going to hear from you because of this?
Yeah, I almost freaking believe you, grace...
So I told her today that I'm not going to be hurt again by her... she has my info and how to get in touch with me.. and if she wants to, I'm here for her.. but I am moving on with my life.. cause if I get sucked back into her childish games and shit I will get myself depressed again and that is NOT a place that i want to go to again... I'm depressed on the inside enough than to add more crap to it...
So, I'm relieved that I got her off my chest...
Now I can bet ya that I will either get a phone clal or an e-mail or something saying that it wasn't her and Christy (her friend/sister/whatever she is) told her that she better get in contact with me and she'll go on about how she has been in the hospital or something...
fuck it, i'll entertain talking to her when she is calling from a fucking payphone at the syracuse airport.. then we'll be close again..
ahhh... I feel much better now...

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from: ophelia_speaks
date: Jul. 29th, 2002 08:50 am (UTC)

Why bother even saying that? You know she'll come back and say "oh so and so was sick and I was dying and blah blah bullshit bullshit bullshit"

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read on

from: shoshiki
date: Jul. 29th, 2002 08:12 pm (UTC)

Oh.. she did.. read on dear, read on..

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