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Eh, just some more rambling...

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Jul. 22nd, 2002 | 08:35 pm
mood: flirtyflirty
music: "echo country".. some internet station i found...

Well.. I said I would write some more in here... Not really sure what to write about.. Oh, I can think of some things...

How about my looks...
What is wrong with people? I know that I am not a great looking guy! Yet, I get from people how much of a handsome guy I am (of course these comments come from people who are either married, with someone, or not attractive to ME)....
I have really come to think that the rest of this world needs glasses... Or at least they should go and have their eyes checked...
Yes, I am a good guy, personality-wise... I know that... I strive to be a good guy and I know that I do a good job at doing so... It's become second nature... That and the fact that I have talked to too many of my friends who had serious problems with their Boyfriends.. or ex's... or dates.. that I know what not to do and what would bring me shame... (It's all about face... I don't want ot lose face in anyones eyes...)
I learned that while I lived in japan... Hey, some things they do over there and some of the ideals that I learned while there are good things in my life... Well.. I should say everything but my smoking...
The word is out though.. You give me a child or a life-long committment and I acept it, I'm done smoking (cause I wanna make it to my 50th wedding anniversary)... I figure if I don't get married till I am 35, there is no reason to do it.. cause I already know I am not living to 85... I'm too fat for that...
Which is another thing... What is up with people telling me that I am not overweight and all that... Hey, I know what I weigh.. And I know what I lok like naked.. it ain't pretty... It will be soon (cause I am working on it).. but right now... No reason to lie and say how great I look.. Just tell me I look like a pile of shit and I'll know what you mean...
Anyways... I think I have done enough typing for today... I'll wait to see if anyone reads these entries (only way i know is if you post comments!) before I put any more up... I don't want ot lock my journal.. cause I figure the only people who would see it is friends... and, really.. it's only the friends who actually look at my profile on a regular basis...
ok...
till tomorrow..
or next time i wanna get some stuff out...

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from: anonymous
date: Jul. 22nd, 2002 07:58 pm (UTC)
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you shuold not put yourself down the way you do, and if you really try, then you will get to what you want to look like. I have.

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Don

that....

from: shoshiki
date: Jul. 22nd, 2002 09:59 pm (UTC)
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that is great and all but............
who wrote this???

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