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Jul. 27th, 2002 | 09:54 pm
mood: confusedconfused

ok.. i've come to the realization that maybe I am just fucked up...
I mean... I get myself depressed all the time... And do nothing to pull myself out of it...
Dani wanted to go out last night and then she wanted to go out again tonight.. And I turned her down...
I just read some of my entries into this for the last couple days and... I go back and forth like there is no tomorrow..
Hell.. I'm even taking wellbutrin to help quit smoking (which is also an anti-depressant) and it is not helping any...
I'm just glad that my mental state does not cut into my state of mind when I am working or anything... It's like I can turn the depression off when it is important to me.. But any other times, it is there and it will not go away...
I just don't understand.....

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